January 17, 2010
Des Moines
TEXTS: 1
Corinthians 12:1-14
Many The
Gifts
He had
been working on it for the better part of the afternoon; the floor was dotted
with the tools of his labor – green and blue, violet and peach, brick red and
tan and yellow and black. Seated on his
knees, he had hovered over his creation, sketching and shading this particular
shape of his imagination. And now his
discriminating hands are rifling through the old cigar box that holds the other
crayons.
“Not
this one; that's not it either.”
His
mind is on one that he remembers:
"It was in here yesterday," he mutters under his breath.
He
would look for it forever; would rather leave the thing unfinished than ruin it
with one that didn't fit. It doesn't
really look like much. It's a little nub
of a thing, no bigger than a bullet, which has long since lost the paper
wrapping that labeled it. There are
others longer and sharper, but right now that doesn’t matter very much; like a
piece from a jigsaw puzzle, this one, this time, is the only one that fits.
It's
not that he's a one-color bigot; he'll be searching for each of the other ones
on other days, for other drawings incomplete when they will be just the
touch that's needed. You have to have
the whole box. No single one will do...
...As
is true with people. All kinds of
people; but in particular, your kind of people.
You. We need the whole box. We talk a lot in the church about “seeing the
good in other people” -- recognizing the worth and legitimacy of all those whom
God has made in God’s own image, and as foundational truth, that notion is
basic to what we are talking about to today.
But I hear Paul suggesting more than simply the affirmation -- maybe
even the abstract affirmation -- that all people have some kind of inherent
worth.
Paul,
I think, notices not simple worth, but contribution. As that imaginary box of crayons suggests,
people contribute something unique to the vitality of the greater whole. Look inside that box of crayons and imagine
that instead of the names of colors written on the paper wrapping, what
appeared there was a person’s name.
Imagine the variety you would find there, and the differences they would
suggest: male, female, Anglo, Asian,
African-American and Hispanic. But what
I want you to find somewhere in this picture being drawn called life is the
crayon that bears your name, and the uniqueness of the color that is no one but
you.
That
is something of the vision that Paul wants us to catch: that you are something essential to the
picture. It is somehow smaller, duller,
and less complete without you.
It's
a truth that's easy to forget. The world,
after all, is full of art critics, and we are always bumping into one who has a
distaste for the color we happen to bring.
Several years ago a story was told about a boy who every morning put on
a sign that read “I am lovable and capable.”
But as the day progressed, one person after another tore a little piece
of that sign away. His mother, finding
clothes left on the floor again, raising her voice to say in exasperation,
“Can’t you do anything right. I’ve told
you and told you to pick up your clothes.”
His big brother, edging through the doorway first, jabbing back over his
shoulder “speed it up, fatso.” The
school bus driver, hollering back in his direction, “Can’t you hear? I said sit down.” Little by little, the words begin to
disappear as the piece by piece the sign is torn away. Until by the end of the day, that glowing
affirmation of personal worth and possibility is but a fragment, hanging on by
the string.
There
is so much "put down" around us -- language and actions, systems and
processes -- that serve to deny the gifts that are present. What would it be like if, instead of tearing
off by our put-downs and disregard the signs of lovability and capability worn
by all the people with whom we come in contact, we went around tacking on
exclamation points -- as if to demonstrate our concurrence; as if to affirm the
gifts in the people around us? I know I
spoke disparagingly a few weeks ago about the indiscriminate use of exclamation
points, but this is where they belong. Wouldn’t
that create a place more interesting and stimulating in which to live? Wouldn’t it also be a world more
representative of the truth?
We
recognize that kind of indebtedness in the church. The Church has survived over the ages not
only because the intellectuals, the wealthy, the outstanding musicians and
leaders have contributed, but because ordinary Christians have been blessed
with a generous spirit, as well; giving the very best that God has given
them. It is a spirit that inspires us to
spend hours preparing to teach a church school class, preparing communion or arranging
the cookies on the platter and brewing the coffee.
It
is that spirit that moves us to bake a pie for a grieving family or to sit with
another in the hospital; to share our faith and our church with a friend or to
pick up a shut-in for worship; it is that spirit that moves us to use a week of
the family's vacation to go on a mission trip, or to help serve a meal at the
homeless shelter one evening. It is a
spirit that inspires us to tithe, even when we need a new car; to write a check
to help rebuild Haiti when there are rooms within our own home that could use
some work as well. It is a spirit that
inspires us to give of ourselves, because it helps us to realize that we really
do have something to give.
Somehow
something deep inside us knows that we are more ourselves when that generous
spirit is prompting us; that they are our true colors shining through when we
notice the blank spaces around us that we can fill. Somehow we just seem to know it is God's
light that shines when the basket is lifted off, and the whole town begins to see,
and in that light, a little more of the drawing is completed. The Realm of God has to do not simply with
affirming the gifts -- the “contributability” -- of all God’s people. It has to do as well with affirming the gifts
within ourselves.
Whether
you have the gift of leadership or the ability to put into action the good
ideas of others; whether your knowledge enables you to teach God's word or to
repair the church furnace; whether your tithe could pay off the church's debt,
or simply buy a church school booklet for one child, the self that you give is
vital and important, and enough. Your
special abilities are God's creation and you have a mark to make. None is insignificant -- we need the whole
box -- sharp and new, broken and blunt, the picture needs every color -- or
something will be lost. And there's much
more yet to be drawn.
He
still leans over the drawing, sketching and shading and shaping this piece of
his imagination; the ground is dotted with the tools of his labor -- red and
yellow, black and white; Antonio, Aaron, Jeff, and Maria; Mark and Luann, Susan
and John -- the colors of people; beautiful and unique and each with a place in
the picture. Give thanks for the special
mark that you make, and never tire of making it. There's beauty to be drawn; grace to be
outlined, and love to be shaded in, and God's hand is reaching in your
direction. Affirm the gifts that are
yours to give. Affirm as well the gifts
in others that are there for you to receive.
This piece of art called life desperately needs us all.
A COVENANTING BENEDICTION
Take the crayon you were handed as
you entered. See in its particular color
the gifts and shades that you represent.
See in its length the potential that it represents. Take it with you, and keep it; display it on
your dressing table or tape it to your refrigerator - wherever it might be
frequently seen. Let it be a reminder of
the color that is you, and the mark that you can make. Enjoy the colors around
you, but also add your color to the rainbow that is this church - that is this
life, that it might be colorfully, beautifully whole.