January 13, 2008 Des Moines
Text:
Matthew 3:13-17
A Good Way to Begin
The baptistery dressing rooms at my home church enjoy the
same light blue carpet as the hallway outside connecting the nearby choir room
and the sacristy with the sanctuary itself.
The small spaces are clean and painted white, with cleaned white robes
hanging at the ready.
I
don't really remember the baptismal dressing spaces in the Houston church I
served just out of seminary. That said,
neither do I recall the church having much need of a baptistery during that
period – but, then, as Associate Minister in a sort of strained staff
relationship that spanned a grand tenure
of 22 months, I hardly had the time –
nor, frankly, the permission – to involve myself much in such intimate sacramental
activity.
In
Athens, baptismal candidates dressed in a space halfway up the stairs between
the choir room and the youth lounge. It
was a nice sized room, subdivided by a collapsible wall when gender separation
required it, that I otherwise used as study during the week for sermon
preparation.
When
I moved to Lufkin, candidates were forced to move all the boxes of Christmas
decorations out of a drab and trashy old space up a few steps behind the
sanctuary – until, that is, a thoughtful family chose to use memorial funds to
remodel the area into something special – with nice carpet and fresh paint and
sacred art on the walls. “I think this
is a holy moment,” they reflected as they guided the remodeling to its lovely
conclusion, “and this should be a holy space to house it.” And it became so. I don't recall what happened to the Christmas
decorations.
Here
in Des Moines, the baptismal dressing area is something of hell-hole back
behind the chancel, with cold, hard and slippery floors and dingy little rooms
routinely jammed with miscellaneous storage until the one or two times each
year we hurriedly haul stuff out and sweep to make room for the nascent
holy.
If
baptism marks the official beginning of a Christian's new life, these
beginnings to the beginning have as much diversity as baptismal practices,
themselves.
There
was presumably nothing to sweep nor boxes to move in preparation for Jesus'
baptismal moment. According to Matthew,
here at the beginning of his ministry, Jesus simply got in line with all the
others who had come out to the riverside where John was performing this
ritual. And apparently it was a long
line -- “the people of Jerusalem and all Judea were going out to him,” records
Matthew, “and all the region along the Jordan.”
To be baptized; confessing their sins.
Now,
for some that wouldn't necessarily take much time. I've known many, many beautiful saints whose
souls simply didn't need much cleansing.
But there are those whose confessional needs could keep them there
awhile -- like the guy that country singer Randy Travis sings about named Eddie
Lee Vaughn. According to the song:
Everybody gathered where the river
runs wider
at the edge of town
to see if that Eddie Lee Vaughn baptism
was really gonna go down.
Folks bet their hard earned money
that water wouldn’t change a thing.
They set the odds at a hundred to one
his soul wouldn’t never come clean.
Then the preacher said,
“people take a moment or two;
there something we need to do:
pray for the fish.
They won’t know what’s coming
when the sin starts rolling off the likes of him.
Lord be with em, they ain’t done nothin'.
Please won't you leave them just a little bit ‘a room to swim.
Pray for the fish.
But surely Jesus wouldn't muddy the
waters much. Surely the fish would
hardly know he was there. After all,
wasn't he supposed to be sinless? But if
that was so, why was he getting baptized in the first place? That was exactly what John wanted to
know! Why, indeed? According to Jesus – or to later generations
who recounted this story, it had less to do with repentance from sin than it
did the “fulfillment of all righteousness.”
But that still sounds confusing, given that our understanding of righteousness
tends to boil down to moral purity – getting “right” with God and correctly and
fully following all the rules. Which
essentially puts us back where we started, since surely Jesus wasn't needing
that kind of realignment. “Let it be
so now; for it is proper for us in this way to fulfill all righteousness.”
Old
Testament scholar Walter Brueggemann suggests that the problem is with our
understanding of righteousness – that we have unnecessarily constrained our
understanding of the word. According to
him, righteousness certainly has something to do with conforming our moral life
to God’s intent, but more than that single slice, righteousness, he argues, is
more accurately and fully understood to be “the power to give life.” And fulfilling it means to participate in
that creative work. The power to give
life belongs solely to God, but God
shares it with those who find their own meaning and purpose and vitality and
hope in relationship to God's own movement.
And so it is that God entrusts this holy power to the church. (Hope
within History, p. 28)
Righteousness
as the power to give new life – a power shared with the people of God as a
manifestation of God's own present movement.
So how might that work? What
would it look like? How, in other words,
does the church give life? Well, how in
this story does God go about giving it?
In
three ways, it seems to me.
¬ First, by publicly naming and
acknowledging a relationship: “This,”
God proclaimed to more, the grammar presumes, than merely Jesus alone, “is
my son.” Jesus is not just an
individual – not just a person in isolation – but is a person whose relatedness
is claimed and acknowledged.
¬ Second, God verbalizes and makes
affection plain: “you are my
beloved.”
¬
Third,
God publicly takes pleasure in Jesus' particular gifts – “This is my son, my
beloved, in whom I am well pleased.”
This
certainly isn't the beginning of our ministry, but it is the beginning of a new
year, and I can't imagine a better, more life-giving way to begin it than
hearing those words for ourselves. It
is, after all, our conviction that God publicly acknowledges a connection with us,
no less than Jesus, making consistently plain a deep affection and pure
delight. We would do ourselves a
life-giving favor to start this year off by feeling that dove-like spirit
descending on us, and hearing our name included in those words of connection
and affection. “You, Bob, are my child,
my beloved, in whom I am well-pleased.”
“You, Steve, and Scott, and Jane and Jo Ann, are my children, my
beloved; and you make me very happy.”
We
get so beaten down, after all – so stretched by struggle and so diminished by
disappointment. Sometimes we even begin
to feel like maybe all the dismissals and disregards that others can sometimes
show us; the rejection letters and unreturned phone calls; the impatience and
failure to take us seriously and the arm's length cordiality is an accurate
measure of our worth.
But
not as far as God is concerned. “This,”
God says to us at the same time God announces it to the world, “is my
child.”
But
here is the rest of the story. That affirmation
is also ordination and the ministry we are charged in baptism to perform
is fulfilling all righteousness:
stewardship of the power to give life.
So here at the beginning of this new year of ministry, who is it with
whom we need to be in public relationship?
Who needs to be told they are loved?
Whose life and whose gifts need celebrating as a way of giving life,
itself?
Just
think of all the people walking around feeling like they don't matter – like
their contributions don't count, or the air they breathe is thereby
squandered. Think of all the people who
have defined their life as one giant mess up, in the way, a tolerated
annoyance; social and spiritual orphans whose very spirits are shriveled for
lack of holding.
What
if the measure of our ministry had less to do with the purity of our thoughts
and the correctness of our deeds and more to do with the lives we
nurtured? What if our evangelism this
year this year consisted of calling out names, acknowledging to any who care to
hear, “This is our brother, this is our sister; someone we love; someone in
whose gifts and unique graces we take special pleasure”?
I
think it would be a good place to begin – for us, to be sure, but almost
certainly for them.
I
suppose the down side could be that we would be forced to clean out those
baptismal dressing rooms a little more often.
But then, maybe that is a small enough price to pay.